Chapter One
    Rowan Smith learned about Doreen Rodriguez’s murder from the reporters  camped out in her front yard Monday morning.
    A car door slammed and she awoke with a start. Instinctively, she reached  for the gun that was no longer under her pillow, searching the cool cotton  sheet before remembering it was in her nightstand. Hesitating briefly, she  retrieved the cold Glock. She couldn’t think of a good reason for needing  her gun, but it felt right in her hand.
    She’d slept in sweatpants and a T-shirt, an old habit   of being ready for anything, and padded down the stairs in bare feet to  look out her den window and see who was visiting so early in the morning.  The grating sound of a sliding van door shutting told her she had more  than one visitor. She used her index finger to bend down the blinds a mere  inch to peer out.
    She could tell from their rumpled attire and notepads they were print  reporters. Television hounds were far more concerned with appearance.  Three vans and two cars crammed the driveway of her leased beachfront  home. She despised reporters. She’d had more than enough of them while  working for the Bureau.
    The doorbell echoed, startling her. Though she could see the driveway from  her den, she couldn’t see the door. Presumably one of the bolder reporters  had summoned the courage to ring her doorbell.
    What did they want? She’d just given an interview about the premiere of  Crime of Passion two days ago; surely they didn’t need a group session.
    She started for the door, then remembered she was carrying her gun. She  imagined the headline: Paranoid Former Agent Armed for Interview. She slid  the gun into the top drawer of her desk and briskly walked to the front  door, barely registering the coolness of the tile under her bare feet.
    Her phone rang at the same time the doorbell repeated its obnoxious  ding-dong. Great. Reporters coming at her from every direction. She’d  dealt with them before; she’d have to again. It was only as she opened the  door that she feared something bad had happened and that maybe she  shouldn’t talk to them.
    Too late.
    “Do you have a comment on the murder of Doreen Rodriguez?”
    “I don’t know Doreen Rodriguez,” she said automatically, even as alarm  bells went off in the back of her head. The name was familiar, but she  couldn’t place it. A sick feeling ate at her gut as she tried to connect  the dots. As she was shutting the door, another question rang clear:
    “You don’t know that a twenty-year-old woman named Doreen Rodriguez was  killed in Denver Saturday night in the same manner as the character Doreen  Rodriguez was murdered in your book Crime of Opportunity?”
    Rowan slammed the door shut. She didn’t fear reporters walking in  uninvited; she’d have them arrested for trespassing without a qualm. She  simply wanted the resounding finality of her “no comment” to ring loud and  clear.
    The phone finally stopped ringing. Then, thirty seconds later, the  incessant ring-ring started again. She ran back to her den and glanced at  the caller ID: Annette. Her producer.
    Picking up the receiver she said, “What in the hell is going on?” She  heard yet another car screech to a halt in her driveway.
    “You’ve heard.”
    “I have a bunch of reporters on my doorstep, more arriving as we speak.”  She peered out the blinds again. Television van. She pressed a hand to her  stomach. Something was very wrong.
    “I got the details from a reporter in Denver.” Annette said rapidly,  emphasizing some of her words. “A twenty-year-old waitress named Doreen  Rodriguez was killed Saturday night. They found her body yesterday in a  Dumpster outside of, and I quote, ‘a small Italian café off South Broadway  that could have been called quaint if not for the blood drying on the  white brick façade.’ ”
    Rowan listened to the words she’d penned years ago. Rubbing her temple,  she craved a cigarette for the first time since she’d quit the FBI four  years ago. “This is some kind of sick joke.”
    “I’m so sorry, Rowan.”
    “Dear God, I don’t believe this is happening.” She squeezed her eyes shut  in an effort to absorb what Annette had told her. Her breath caught, and  she placed a hand over her mouth. It had to be a coincidence. Some idiot  reporter taking a violent crime and trying to sensationalize it by  comparing it to one of her novels.
    The image of Doreen Rodriguez’s bloody, dismembered body flashed in her  mind. She opened her eyes   immediately, her vision of the murder far too real because she had created  it. It couldn’t have been a similar crime. Just the name was the same.
    “Rowan, she was killed with a machete against the restaurant wall, her  body thrown in a Dumpster!” Annette’s voice took on a feverish pitch. “She  worked in Denver and was born in Albuquerque. Some crazy person copied the  crime exactly as you wrote it.”
    Rowan pressed fingers deeper into her right temple. Someone had copied her  fictional crime? It couldn’t be possible. How had the killer found someone  so exactly like her fictional character?
    More important, why?
    She sunk to the floor next to her desk and buried her face in her arms,  holding the phone with her shoulder. She took another deep breath and held  it. She had to get hold of herself; then she’d get to the bottom of this.
    There had to be a mistake.
    “Are you okay?” Annette’s voice was full of concern.
    “What do you think?” Her voice came out a raspy whisper.
    “I’m worried about your safety, Rowan.”
    “I can take care of myself.”
    “I’ll come right over.”
    She almost grinned at the thought. Petite fifty-  something Hollywood producer Annette O’Dell rushing over to protect her  star screenwriter from a pack of vicious reporters. Rowan shook her head.  “No, after my run I have to go to the studio and talk to the director  about reworking a scene.”
    “The reporters will follow you. They’re probably staked out there now.”
    “Damn the reporters! I have no comment. Period. Nothing, nada, zero. I  don’t want you saying word one about this to anyone. I am going to the  studio and going to do my job. I’m not a cop; let them take care of this.”  She didn’t want to play cop anymore. She didn’t want any more blood on her  hands.
    But there it was. She wiped her hands on her sweats until Lady Macbeth  came to mind, madly scrubbing her hands of blood that wasn’t there.
    Doreen Rodriguez. Rowan didn’t kill the poor woman, but she had somehow  caused her death just the same.
    “Rowan, let me hire a security—”
    Rowan cut Annette off with a click as she replaced the receiver in its  cradle.
    She took a minute to gather herself before getting up from the floor.  Outside, another car drove up, more vultures ready to pounce. It made  great copy, she thought wryly. Real-life murder mystery: The Fiction  Copycat. The Copycat Killer. The press seemed to actually like murders.  Especially high-profile, gruesome crimes. Nothing exciting in a typical  domestic dispute, a hit-and-run, or a routine gang drive-by. But being  sliced and diced by a machete against the side of a quaint Italian café .  . .
    She shook her head. Was she any better? She wrote violent murder  mysteries. Even if her corpses were fictionalized, didn’t she do the same  thing as the reporters? Capitalizing on people’s interest in gruesome  crime? The human fascination with death went back thousands of years.  Violent Greek and Roman myths had relieved people’s fear of the unknown.  Similar gruesome entertainments could be found in every generation since.
    Doreen Rodriguez. Could the murder possibly have been the same as Rowan  had written it? Her heart beat double-time as she imagined the pain and  horror that poor young woman had suffered.
    It would do her no good to dwell on the victim now. Rowan mentally  summoned more than ten years of training to distance herself. When it got  personal, that’s when mistakes happened.
    Ignoring both the door and phone, on her laptop she logged onto the local  Denver newspaper website. She hoped against hope there was a mistake, some  misunderstanding. But the press was on top of the story. Bad news travels  fast, evidence of which was parked in her driveway.
    Everything Annette had told her was there on the screen. Rowan wondered  what details had, in fact, been withheld. She wondered how long it would  take for   the police to come and interview her. With the press already showing an  interest in the coincidence, the police wouldn’t be far behind. She’d get  more details from them once they tracked her down.
    No. No, she couldn’t get involved. She had a meeting at the studio in two  hours. She had made a new life for herself, a quiet life. Damn if she was  going to let a murdering lunatic control her future. Again.
    She started for her bedroom to dress for her run when a familiar pounding  on the front door interrupted her. Cops.
    That was fast.
    “Ms. Smith!” a mumbled voice called. “Ms. Smith, this is the police. We  need to talk.”
    She turned toward the door. It had started.
      They sat at the dining room table, in front of the picture window that  framed the blue-green Pacific Ocean. From here, twenty feet above the  beach and a good   hundred feet inland, one could still see the individual waves and  whitecaps, tossed up by a light wind. The tide was out, the beach empty of  people.
    Rowan placed two mugs of hot black coffee in front of the detectives, then  opened the window. The tangy, salty sea air relaxed her as she breathed in  deeply. She needed to be calm and alert, but above all else, she needed to  maintain control.								
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